Ladybug Speaks the Truth

 In the back pocket of The Manifesto was a birthday card for my oldest.  Totally logical that after a year, and the criminal harassment and other charges, I would be like, hey kiddo, a psychopath sent you a birthday card, here you go. Um, nope. Needless to say, I did not give this to Robbie.

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text. Anything in black is my thoughts/interpretations.** Just when you think that we are finished with the Manifesto, we find some more goodies!  1. I met Amanda Ruth Cuff (née Verhoeven) almost a year ago. I never thought I would meet someone so special and fall in love after I initiated my divorce but I did. We fell in love very fast and we both said we had found the one wanted to spend the rest of our lives with. For me, I found the great love of my life. (All evidence I have seen suggests that he initiated the divorce AFTER I broke up with him, because he lied about not being divorced! ) 2. This whole matter began with a miscommunication of a number and the assumptions and misunderstandings arising from reading the draft affidavit of my divorce papers. I felt and I still believe it could/can be resolved because I have always believed and still believe that if we act like adults and talk, and not h...

  We live in interesting times with our justice system.  Most people do not realize that publication bans are put in place during certain types of trials. The justice system says it is to protect the victims. However, what happens when the victim does not want a publication ban?  Truth is, the ban stays in place. This is because the publication ban is really to protect the defendant. Oh, innocent until proven guilty you think. Yes, that makes sense. But wait, the ban stays in effect even after the trial ends, the defendant is found guilty and trotted off to jail!  In Canada, if you are the victim of a sex crime, the publication ban stays in effect even after the guilty person is sentenced. Unless, you as a victim put forth a petition, and it is approved. This means, that as a victim of sexual assault, if you speak out about what happened to you, and there is a publication ban in place, then you can be charged. Just for sharing what happened to you. For more informati...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.** March 11, 2020 смо охохох ய wall. My amazing fiancée, the beautiful Amanda- I love you! I couldn't sleep last night. Giacomo called about tomorrow. It seems there may be an ending to the mailstrom were manipulated to do by Even. I'm with him at some point today, Right you my first cappuccino to going Speak now. I'm up having - the first person and telling you. want to share the news with. I really you were here really miss 4 you! I wish I have pasted in the things I have promised to paste in Work was hectic today. I had a presentation to make. Went for a walk during my lunch break to think things through about tomorrow. After work, came home and made some Lentil soup. Now I'm sitting down to write to you I'm bringing this book to a close. Today is the last day for this book. I have another one to start tomorrow-It is purple! I'm going to continue to write every day, • because as ...

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