March 11, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.**

March 11, 2020

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wall. My amazing fiancée, the beautiful Amanda- I love you!

I couldn't sleep last night. Giacomo called about tomorrow. It seems there may be an ending to the mailstrom were manipulated to do by Even. I'm with him at some point today, Right

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I have pasted in the things I have promised to paste in Work was hectic today. I had a presentation to make. Went for a walk during my lunch break to think things through about tomorrow. After work, came home and made some Lentil soup. Now I'm sitting down to write to you

I'm bringing this book to a close. Today is the last day for this book. I have another one to start tomorrow-It is purple! I'm going to continue to write every day,

• because as I said above you are the first person I want to tell

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(An ending to the maelstrom... ie, Asshole pleading guilty to 3 out of 8 charges in exchange to a very lenient sentence of probation. Awe, this book is coming to a close...)

Letter sent to Rob

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Feb. 17, 2020

Dear Rob-

I hope this finds you well. This may be an awkward letter to read. I know it is an awkward letter to write. It is for you and not for Amanda or the kids. I have been reflecting on

writing it

for some time now. It is a risk because of who/what Amanda is to me

Regardless of the 'mess' that Amanda has created with the aid Erin Getty, she is still and will always be the Great Love of of my Life; and even though there has been a lot of stuff, my thoughts and feelings are the most honest and sincere truths in my life, and I believe this whole matter is fixable. I still want to marny Amanda and spend my life with her.

This whole situation is due in part to a misunderstanding and miscommunication, not to mention the manipulation and interference of Erin, who is no more than a toxic, malicions drunk and bully! (Sorry to be so blunt!) Amanda told me (verbally and in writing) that Erin was the inadvertent cause of the breakdown of your relationship. In my case Erin is the direct cause. I believe it is out of jealousy and to control Amanda. Erin's lies and deceit are at the heart of this. Whatever is between Amanda and yourself is between you. I think she is amazing and absolutely perfect. Robbie, Theresa, wonderful and I really like them.

and Malcolm are

I have no idea what or how much you know, but I wouldn't be surprised it is based in assumptions and fabrications. I don't think Amanda is a liar. I'm not angry at her. What I can tell you

is Amanda misunderstood 50 as 15 and she contacted Erin when upset. Later she went through my briefcase and read

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(Oh look, another copy of the letter to my ex-husband. He sure was proud of himself for sending that letter.)

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that were confidential, which I would have let her read and ask questions and I would have answered them truthfully. If she had talked to me as an adult she would know the thith. Instead she has been manipulated and poisoned by Erin and is running from the truth.

I want this to be clear: Amanda is the primary reason for my divorce. She is the primary reason for me applying for an

annulment in the Roman Catholic Church. Amanda is the

main reason I'm becoming a Roman Catholic. Yes, I did this request, and she is worth it I freely, but it was all at her request, is / was important to her and that is what is important.

I never liedto or deceived Amanda. At the beginning of July

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I had made arrangements for Amanda to know everything, have my bank accomts, have credit cards. I offered to pay off her mortgage. We had made plans for me to move in with her or buy a house in Tillsonburg or London so the kids would be closer to you, and I had applied for a teaching job in London. Her engagement ring and wedding rings, along with a bank draft for her mortgage and RESPS for Robbie, Theresa, and Malcolm are still in my safety deposit box if she wants them. She is still my fiancée until (as he promised) we talk to each other like adults. I believe in keeping promises and I abhor

Lies

I am very concerned for the safety and well-being of Amanda and the kids when it comes to Erin being around them!

When this all started Amanda was not well. A very good friend told me, "Physiology impacts mental health." I think this was a contributing factor in all of this and Erin manipulated it to

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her advantage.

Please do not doubt the sincerity of how I feel. I never expected to meet someone as amazing as Amanda. I fell in love with her very fast, and she is always going to be the Great Love of my life. A good friend asked me if she was the one to the exclusion of all others, and the answer is and will always be - Yes! Please know I'm not angry at Amanda. I miss her terribly. I have shed millions of tears about her. She is my first thought and last thought each day.

This letter is not for Amanda. It is for you. I have one regret I should have got to know you better. A lot of what I was told was influenced by Erin-unless I can be convinced otherwise. I hope it is not too late to rectify getting to know you a bit better.

I mean it when I say Amanda is the Great Love of my life. I want to spend my life with her. She is perfect and utterly amazing. No-one and no-thing will ever change how I feel.

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free to reach out if you so wish to. I'd be more than happy to talk

Yours - Eric.

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Dear John & Marlene-

Date March 9, 2020

letter. I'm I hope this finds you well. I hope you got my giving this collection of letters to Amanda to Because of you. the situation, I've written to her each day and will continue to do so. You are more than welcome to read the contents.

There is nothing to hide.

She is

There has been nothing to hide all along. Everything has been made available to "Ladybird" from the beginning. She just runs away, ignores, hides from the truth - at the instigation and manipulation of Erin - who is no more than a deceitful bully, drunk, and domestic abuser! Erin may be the inadvertent cause of the breakdown of a marriage. the direct cause in this case because of jealousy and a need to control Amanda. Instead of listening to people who do not know the truth, and making assumptions; seing the thith, under- standing and communication could fixe this problem easily and quickly. Marlene, you warned me of this the night. I first met you at Theresa's play.

I keep saying this is so fiabil. It's worth the risk. To me Amanda is worth it! I made her a promise to never let I meant that with all my heart and soul because absolutely adove her. Yes, I fell in love with her fast- it wasn't hard as I think she is perfect and absolutely of amazing! I mean it when I say she is the Great Love of my Life! I miss her so much. There have been many tears. because of her absence and I'm sorry if I hurt her unin- tentionally. I fell in love with her unconditionally. My feelings have not nor will they change. She is the best thing

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