February 8, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.**

I miss you ! I love you.

because

Up early I awoke from the most wonderful I've dream live had-yes you were in it. I'm going to write it out here for you, also because I want to journal it You, Robbie, Theresa, and Malcolm were in it. The two

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(Well buckle up folks, we are in for another treat of Asshole describing what I can only assume will be a ridiculous dream... Filled with babies, because you know, breeding fetish.)

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toddlers from my last big dream were in it. They were asleep in bassinets in the room. The dream was so vivid I could feel you there-badily and I could Smell you. That's how vivid it was. The time was 6:20 am because I looked over at the alarm clock. You snuggled into me and said, they'll be up soon and said I know. You then said, I have so much to do today." I said back, 'I'll help you as much as I can, I love you and kissed you on your forehead. Malcolm no, and then of course they woke up, so I wou said came in then and asked if they were up and you said to get them. They are big babies-blond haired and blue eyed and bring them back to bed aud thus begins the process of feeding and changing. Malcolm brings a book in to be head to so I read to and changing head to huni and the little girl who sits cradled in my arm. Then Robbie appears. He needs a vide somewhere and

• look like you, so.

t/

course that's not a problem. It's chaotic and it's just perfect. Finally you have a shower and when you come back I can smell your shampoo! (It's very real.) You get dressed and I watch you intently and you say you're not something to look at and I say you are you are just amazingly perfect and I love you move than you can ever dream." "You tell me you are going to get your hairdone, I say okay and tell you I can hold the "fort down." So you leave. Robbie to still around and he helps me with the twins. They are not old enough to really sit up so they are held a lot. It's breakfast

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(Oh barf, the thought of him watching me get dressed... Of course that's what he writes about in here. Creepy stalker qualities even in his dreams.)

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time and Theresa is helping with breakfast. It seems very fast and you are back in no time and I think you look amazing and so I tell you. I some how have a snuggly on and the little girl is in it. You come over to hug me and I can smell you (and it is so real) I tell you I love you and you say the samething with which I wake up and the smell is still lingering

my

So that's the dream. I guess I should finish my cappuccino and start some housework, "I wish someone would pay me to do housework Had lunch and then ran a few errands downtown My afternoon was spent reading and doing some paperwork for work that I brought home.

I really miss you big time. I received an interesting email which I have shared on my blog for you to see. praying really fervently about the situation. That's about all for today. friend is coming by to play scrabble. I will continue the letter tomorrow.

I'm

I love

more than words can express or tongue

Eric & J fiance,

ever loving and adoring fiancé,

can

you

tell

Your

♡ хохохо

(Oh, no copy of the email that he shared on the now deleted blog? I wish I knew what that mystery email was. It was probably something utterly ridiculous and out of context. More cappuccino's and errands. Gosh there is alot of that.)