February 7, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.**



My darling Amanda-

off my

Date Feb 2020

My day got away from me yesterday. I seemed to be run feet and always late for things. I didn't have time to write you yesterday. I finally got home at 9:15pm after RCIA class. Ate supper and just crawled into bed and slept until 8am this morning.

my

RCIA was about sin. Fr. Bester read an interesting paper he wrote. I could have listened to him all night. I like the scholarly side of his presentations. The snack last night was very impressive - leftover pizza, etc. St durateful was like another meal. I was grateful as I didn't have time yesterday to get meals. I was late arriving for RCIA and felt bad about that

I've

I've got a cold. This morning I'm downing a large pot of ginger tea! I think I got the cold on Wednesday when I was at the hospital as a little old lady in the waiting area who clearly had a cold. Oh well, nothing planned for the weekend so I can rest and recouperate.

I managed to get out of work early at 1pm. Came home and had a nap and did some laundry. was playing around on the internet because your maiden name has been on my mind because I'm curious where in the Netherlands your family is from. I think from reading a Dutch surname database there is a high concentration in the province of Brabant. I'm going on an assumption about the situation I in just curious. I've also been thinking about using the rest of my Christmas tattoo gift certificate. Ive

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(Oh lovely, now he is stalking my family in Holland... Doing research on my family name, and where we are from. Why? How does he have time for this with his busy job, physiotherapy, organ practice and lets not forget, that while he hasn't written about it, he is allegedly a professor at the University of Toronto.)


Date

3

had a thought about. Got something in mind. I'm going

to go in and have a conversation with Emma about it. Nothing else is new here at the moment. The letter to your parents is still sitting here on my desk. I really want to send it but Ipist don't know. It may end up in the mailbox this weekend, I just don't know.

I forgot one thing. I went shopping for a new iPad. J want a larger one. So I have an idea how much and will make a decision next week. They can have it in to the store in a couple of days.

So nothing else is really that new. I really miss you so much and this is so fixable. I know it can be fixed and I will do anything to make it happen because you and 'us' are very important. I only desire you and no one else. You have my heart - always and forever

Your ever loving and adoring fiancé - who wants to be your husband

My Love-

Eric хохохо



(Am I supposed to know who Emma is? Is she an imaginary friend? Or maybe she is his next victim, but he is pretending that she is a friend? Much like Miranda. Miranda, if you are out there and real, please reach out, I would love to hear your story. 

Every time he writes something about wanting to be my husband, I throw up a little... To this date, I am still not divorced, partly because I used to have a recurring nightmare that he kidnapped me, and forced me to marry him. Ugh, trauma life.)

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