February 21, 2020
**As always the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text. The text in black is my opinion.**
February 21, 2020
My amazing fiancée - Amanda
It's a beautiful outside -just like you the most beautiful woman in the world. I adore you and I miss you so much, it hurts sometimes! you
Another week is ending. I feel like I am just putting in space here today at the office. Just have to get 4pm and I'm done. The walk to work was sunny but very cold! They managed to retrieve my Apple Pencil- That has made me happy. I'm not doing much today. I've got my Netflix on and I am writing you- the Great Love of my life
Was thinking some more about last night's RCIA class. I must admit I am kind of excited about
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going to confession for the first time. I have to do it on April 2, when we have our RCIA retreat, but I can go on April 1- the diocesan day of Confersions - which I may do-and that way. I can be united with you in
a way. I had
my vivid dream again. I'm thinking I'm going to try and write it out today - I just need to sit and do it. Making a list of things I need to do after work. been a very long week. I'm I need to go to the Post Office and the grocery store. It's m weary
I have changed ink colour because I'm going to write out the dream for you. So we are married. It is our bedroom. It's early in the morning. In our bedroom we have two bassinets. We have twin babies-a boy and a girl. The names of the babies are Hubertus and Johanna. I think they are three months old. Blond hair
look like
We
and blue eyed. They you are doing our morning routine. As in the past dreams, Malcolmn comes barging in. You are in bed beside me. Malcolm wants to know if the babies are up. You tell Malcolm to be quiet so they can sleep. Malcolm has a book because he wants to read to them. In the dream it is a Saturday because we are trying to sleep in. You want to have a you go shower, so you are hoping they sleep a little longer. and have a shower. While you are having your shower they wake up. Hubertus wakes up first. Then Johanna wakes up. Somehow, I bring them to The bed. I let Hubertus lay on the bed while!
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(When my daughter went through RCIA, she couldn't go to confession until after she converted to being Catholic. Which tells me that maybe Asshole is not actually attending the RCIA meetings as he describes. You can't go to confession if you aren't Catholic, and at the time that you become Catholic, you are absolved of all past transgressions, so there is nothing to confess until after you are Catholic for a bit... )
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cradle Johanna and Malcolm holds the book while I read it you come back into the bedroom with your hair in a towel. You are smiling, and you say, you have your hands full." Then begins the feeding ritual. It takes a while. You hand them each to me I can burp them. It's time to get them dressed Malcolm picks out their outfits. We all get dressed and downstaus to the kitchen and make breakfast. We go to the kitchen. I have Johanna in a smuggli on my chest as I make breakfast. Robbie and
so
go
Theresa are there too. Clara is there too she is bouncing Hubertus as she walks around the kitchen. It's a big happy family.
You want to go and get your haircut. I keep telling you I can hold the fort down. You and Theresa до to the hairdressers. You eventually come back and ask me what I think. You run your hand through your have. I can see your engagement ring! I can
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beautiful and irresistible. I love you!" you blush and come towards to me and Johanna. You hold me and I can smell your hair. That's when I wake up. When I wake up I can still smell you and I can feel your warmth. You are there. I know you are
The dream is always the same. Each time it gets more and more real. More details are revealed each time. There is something about the dream. It is a precursor to the one with the farm.
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I'm
will ever know.
going to break off here for a bit. I need to do some filing. I will continue my writing when I get home. I love you and I miss you so much. Amanda, you mean more to me than you I think of the reasons why you are the great Love of my Life and I always find another one when I think I have exhausted why. If you were here now I would enfold you in my arms and look into your eyes - which I am absolutely smitten with and cuddle with you all night. This is very fixable. (I keep saying that.") I know it is, and I will do anything, except one thing- that is let
you and us.
you
I love you more than you will ever know. I miss you!
go or give upon
Your ever loving and adoring fiance, and hopefully someday soon - your husband-
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(That is quite the dream he keeps having... Clearly part of his breeding fetish. If I am reading this correctly, he's been working on this while at work and now needs to do some filing? Again, isn't that the job of someone lower ranking? Heck, I don't even do my own filing at my office, and there are only 4 of us... Someone who makes less than me is tasked with doing the job of filing, as it's more cost efficient.)
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