February 20, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text. The text in black is my opinion.**



-February 20-2020-

My darling fiancée.

I really miss you today. I love you!

It has been a very long day. It started early and I'm home for a brief respite before going to RUA. I really wish you could be there tonight. I pray for

that all the time

моя

Most of my day was spent running awound doing some work errands. I had a production meeting after lunch which lasted until 4:30pm. Most annoying thing is my Apple Pencil fell down a crack-quite inacessible, so I'm a liette annoyed night now They are trying to retrieve it

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(Ah, the work errands! He used to tell me that he was some kind of music director with the Stratford Festival, however he used to have to go to Staples and other places for the most mundane items that would be the job of anyone except a music director! No one sends a high ranking staff member to buy pens. Heck, a place like Stratford Festival has the pens delivered. More proof that he is living in a delusional fantasy that is not based in reality.)


Date

for me.

I do that

s

I was thinking about you all day. every day. I must confers. The thing I have been contemplating today honesty and truth. I know I may not have been 100% clear with you, I'm sorry about that. However I have been thinking why you are afraid of the fruith and why you have been manipulated by lies and fabrications by the deceitful Erin Getty. That just perplexes me. Sorry. I just don't understand the situation or reason why. I hope you can explain it to me My love, this is so fixable. It is easy. Please my darling. I will do anything for you. You and 'no' are so important to me and it would be worth it. Please. I know I shouldn't beg but I am. I am miserable without you because you are the jou and delight of my life. You are the Great Love of My Life. Nu- one and no thing will ever alter or change that. I'm going to stand by the honesty and sincerity of my feelings and I uril stand by my integrity of that and I will insist what has happened is not your fault but you were manipulated to do eventhing no more than a drunk, bully, toxic, narcissistic decretful

by

person.

Dinner is a bit of a mystery. I'm just tired and cooking for one is a little tedious. I may head out and get myself some-

thing on the way to RCIA

Ireally wish you were here and the kids as well I had another installment in my vivid dream.

again. I've been

I've been meaning to write it out, but I just haven't got around to it today. Stopped at Subway for supper. It was on the way to church for RCIA.

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(I am glad that he admits that he doesn't understand the situation, that's the first honest thing I have seen in here... I mean, the situation was that I no longer wanted a relationship with him, so there wasn't much left to interpret.)

Date

I had hoped to have tomorrow off, but I don't think that is going to happen now. Maybe a 1/2 day.

RCIA was fabulous again. We did the mechanics of the Sacrament of Reconciliation. Watched another good video. Really wish you were there

I'm very tired. Going to bed.

for it.

I really miss you. This is fixable. I love you more than you can ask or imagine

Your ever loving and adoring france

Erie 3 xoxoxo


(Oh no! His make believe boss is making him work on Friday after all! Poor thing!)


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