February 15, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.**

My gorgeous fiancée.

Date Feb 15 2020

I miss you and I adove you! I really wish you were here. The cold is getting to me. Had a lot to do today. First thing was doing housework and organizing my desk here at home and framing some photographs. Had a few errands to nin downtown I'm not a fan of holiday weekends especially at this time of

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yeg had another one of the vivid dreams again so this afternoon I saw my psychic reading about the whole situation. Jasmine had quite a bit to say about you and 'us'. She told me you want this but don't know how to because the circumstances that are in place. I just wish there were a way I could tell you how this could work. I know it can and I will do whatever you want because that is how much I love you. There have Been so much change here- all that you have asked for your engagement ring and wedding rings are here for you, along with the mortgage for your house and what I wanted to do your children to make them part of a blended family. I haven't really done anything about my three kids because you promised me you would stand by me in that and yes I'put that on hold - I'm needing you to help me with you and that. I know my Clara, Sophie, and Hugh would love and you vice versa - and I know Robbie, Theresa Let's fix this and Malcolm would love them as well and again vice versa my beautiful Amanda. I know it is easily fixable - it just requires communication. I know you have said you have issues with communication. I've seen them and dlthough I can look past them they are easily fixed

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(What kind of crackpot psychic is he going to? Mortgage for my house?? He doesn't have any information about my mortgage, he is clearly confused. Oh, he put on hold getting in contact with his kids, so that makes it my fault that he doesn't talk to them. How can he know how his kids would feel if he hadn't seen them in three years if what he told me was correct.)

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and the basis for that is love. I am always thinking about you - the first and last thing I think about everyday and every second in between. When I said who you were, I meant it. I know it took me time but I needed the emotional stamina to tell you because I didn't want to be a crying mess - because you are who you you are amaying and perfect and the great love of my life you are always on my mind. I never for get you you are all I want-just you. I just want to be Close to

I want to hold you. hear the beat of you heart

you in my aims and I have been thinking how we can fix this, and of course you have what you need and want from me, and I am prepared to listen and I will do whatever it takes to make it happen. I have three conditions. I have outlined them in this long letter for you. The three conditions are non-negotiable in my opinion, but I do want to tell you and hear your feedback about it

Got my housework done. Finished my binge watching & and did some organizing. Thought about you? us a lot. I am going to find a way to get a

middle of the week your mom and Dad will have my of thought

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it through. It is not intended as a message for you. I want them to know the truth of how I feel I think I have said enough to 1031

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you.

today.

(Yes, I have what I need and want from him... Because the courts have made it so that if he contacts me, he is arrested. That only happens when you prove to a judge that you can't behave like a regular person in society, so limitations are put on a person, such as Asshole. )

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My darling, you are and will always be the great. love of my life. you are the most beautiful woman in I only desive you and and you alone. What would make me so happy is that some day I can end a letter or a card with the following words I love you more than words can express or torque can tell your ever adoring and loving.

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But for now I'm just your adoring and loving france

Eric B.

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