February 14, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.**



・February 14, 2020-

Happy Valentine's Day My Love -

I love

you, Wish you were here.

sadove you,

I miss you terribly! I

Somy I did not finise last night. (My pen seems to be running out, hence the changing.) I got home, it was cold and I was tired. Please forgive me. I just went to bed.

my and

Today I have a flexibleday. I only had an 11am meeting which was short and sweet. Dropped in at the library to collect two books and then to the bank to pay two biels Picked up a few groceries, had lunch and did some housework-mainly housework - mainly laundry. I did RCIA Reading now I'm writing you. I really wish I could see, you. Amanda- you are the great love of my life and I just wish you would be willing to fix this. Somewhere in my deepest being, I know you really want to but feel it can't be fixed or you have been told it can't be fixed. Last night's RCIA class on the sacrament of Reconciliation has some parallels to our situation. I love you no matter what and I want you and I want us. The problem is ego and pride are in this when they shouldn't be, not to mention Erin who got involved when she had no place to be involved and manipulated the situation.

I'll be honest - she is a toxic narcissist and evil person. I know she is your friend - but she is

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(Back to blaming someone else for his problems, and actions and ignoring the truth of the matter.)




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not someone I would want around ever. I'm sony I have to be honest about it on a day like today. I have a Valentine's Day gift here for you when and if you are ready. I really think you will like it your card is pasted in here. I like to think of this big letter as a large Valentine. Your real present is something unique and custom. I really want to give

it to you.

That's about all for today my love. I really miss you so much. You have no idea. I keep saying it, but this is so fixable. Let's work this out. I know we

can.

I love you. I think Mr. Darcy said it best:

[Amanda] "In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently Padmire and love you.

Amanda Ruth-you are the great love of my life and no one and nothing will ever change that. you are absolutely perfect and I adore,

you

Your ever loving and adoring fiancé and hopefully some day husband

Eric

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хохово

Usay - your

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(Oh, let me tell you that your friend is a horrible person, but I will make it better with the promise of a gift that probably doesn't actually exist... I forget what the safety deposit box listing says was the Valentine's gift.)


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