January 20, 2020

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.**



January 20, 2020

My darling Amanda

I miss you so much. I love you!

Date

It is a cold and beautiful day here in Stratford. Very slippery too! Even though it has been my day off- I have been very busy. I've had a number of meetings and my physiotherapy appointment. The sunlight has been. welcome and in a way offsets the cold.

you are on my mind a lot today. As I have said, it feels like there is connection with you today. I don't know why, but I about it heust do for some reason. I want to tell you

you were in my dreams last night. You are very beautiful in my dream- 1- you are in real life-and always beautiful! You kept asking me to talk. I kept saying - Yes, and you would repeat your request you kept apologizing for everything and I just kept saying, 'It's all right. I love you and you and us are so important in my life! As I kept telling you, "You are now negotiable! That is the truth. Amanda Ruth you are the great love of my life and I want to spend the

rest of my life with you and nothing and no one will ever change my mind about that. I just wish you could know that right now and I'm trying to figure out how I could get that message to you so that you can know the absolute thith in my life and wo the world.

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(Well, if I apologized to him in his dreams, then maybe that means that I should apologize in real life? Can someone please remind me what it is that I am supposed to apologize for? For breaking up with a pathological liar, who was manipulating me for access to my kids, and my assets?)




Date

My physiotherapy appointment went well. 1.5 hours of exercises, hot way treatment, whirlpool, and ultrasound We've got a partial fist. 3/4 there! That is making I a me very happy. After Physio, I had a coffee meeting at Balzac's. Then home and after wards to dinner with a friend. I also checked out this neat farmers market at the Local- on the way home. Great items and very reasonable, so I picked up a few things-eggs, sausage, and a few vegetables.

Came home: Had a few computer items to attend to Enjoyed some black currant tea - I need to get

some more.

So, that is about it from here for today. I need to my storage unit in the I'll do that in the morning after my staff meeting

go to

Amanda Ruth-let's make the two dreams a reality. You came into my life unexpectedly, and now I want you permanently. I believe you are the greatest thing to ever happen to me. I believe this maelstrom is so fixable and I will do almost anything to make it work. I've changed much of what bothered you-and I want to share my life and everything with you. It is you and it will always be you. I miss you so much and I want to spend the rest of forever with you because you ! are the great love and the passion of my life. I will and am your ever loving devoted and adoring

fiance

Love you more than you can ask or imagine.

Eric XOXOXO

хохохо

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(He changed what bothered me?? Really? He got a job? Stopped being an alcoholic? Stopped cheating on me with men?)

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