Ladybug Speaks the Truth

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.** Trigger warning... Graphic images below, be prepared to bleach your eyeballs... Seriously, please don't bleach your eyeballs, but you will want to. Date January 31, 2020 My darling and beautiful fiancée, Amanda I miss you! I love you Jm sorry day. February 1, 2020 I didn't get past the opening yesterday it was a busy Iran I had the morning off so I ran errands - had to go to Walmart and then grocery shopping at Food Basics and zehrs Came home, and then out to do others down town. Thad a big work meeting in the afternoon so that kept me occupied. Didn't get home until 7pm and was so exhausted it was just Netflix and dinner and going to bed early. Don't know what I'm going to do today. I need to thoroughly clean the bathroom, and I may venture out to shop for a couple items. I've pasted some photos into the letter. I've also put your and Robbie, Theresa, and Malcolm's Valen...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.** - January 30, 2020 My darling Amanda- my beloved fiancée Date you! I wish, I wish you I love you and I miss you! closer! - were a Today is turning out to be a long day, Weare moving my office again - this time it is permanent (I hope). I had physiotherapy at 12:30pm. Some good news - It's up to 25° of bend in the DIP knuckles! Gayle wrote the report to go to the - who I see on February 4. I had to help. surgeon friend with their iPad - so we met at the Library. Had a meeting back at work at 3pm. Home by 4pm housework. A new set of bedding came from Wayfair. so I put it on the bed! Dinner was very simple - just soup. RCIA was tonight - Part 2 of The Eucharist. It was interesting of at times. Fr. Chris was using a lot of sexual imagery at times. Josh who sits next to me was sort of "egging Did some him on. At Snack there were these wonderful chocolate chip cookies. I ate five! Man does not live b...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image into text.** January 29-2020- My darling Amanda- to me! I miss you or imagine. You so much! I love you move than you can ask are the most beautiful fiancee in the world- Page 79 ("I love you more than you can ask or imagine." No kidding... I ask that he never attempt to contact me ever again, and instead he writes this Manifesto and delivers it to me, via my parents.) Date I was up very late last night as a friend called and wanted to chat. Four hours later it was almost 2am. So after 4 hours sleep I'm up and in a suit ready for today's events. I have a big meeting /presentation at 10am. A little nervous about it just got home. It has been a long day. Enjoying a cup of tea and writing you. My important meeting- a lot of hype - and it lasted twenty minutes max. Then ran a couple work errands. Had promotional photos taken. I've glued one of them in here for you to see. Then lunch with one of ou...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image into text.** My darling and beautiful fiancée Date © January 28, 20 I miss you! I love you! I wish you were closed. Didn't sleep very well. I have an important meeting this morning-it's on my mind. I got up very early to do a few things. Zipping through them to the point that I may not have much to do at the office this imorning My day started with a staff meeting. Then at lunch I went to practise for an hour. This afternoon was a rehearsal. Came home and made a sausage, Kale, and white bean skillet thingy for supper. It was really good. Not much else is new today. I really miss you! Finished book. Thankfully there is another one in at the Library which I will pick up tomonow. my This letter is going to be rather short. It's been a long day and I'm very tired and should get some sleep. Wish you you were here beside me. I would love to take you in my arms and hold you all night. I love you my beauti...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Drive converting an image to text.** January 27, 2020 My darling and beautiful fiancée; Miss you so much. I love you I really wish you were closer. Today is my day off. I have a very long list of things to do today and I'm working my way through it very slowly. Rain as I learned about a My day started at the Gentle cream that might help my scar tissue, so I went looking for it I had an appointment at the bank about switching banks as I'm not happy with BMO: So it was about switching some investments over. Then to the library to return a few things and pick up a hold I have. my Physiotherapy went well. I have 15° of bend in Something to celebrate! Got some new exercises too DIP Knuckks Page 77 ("Wish you were closer" so that it's easier to stalk you is how I think that sentence ends in his head...) Date Came home and had a chai latte before heading to the Local Food Market and Dinner. Had some electronic paperwork to ...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.** Date -January 26, 2020- My darling Amanda- I love you. I miss you so much! It's midafternoon Just as I had to ust got home. I went to Knox this moming someone about something for this summer. Went to 11:30am Mars. It was the children's choir singing this morning. They sang 10000 reasons which always rinds me of you from the first time we went to Mass together. Fr. David's sermon was very good. I really wish you could hear him preach. It was about the call of discipleship and why we sometimes don't listen to the call. Afterwards I had a psychic reading that friends at work gave me for a Christmas present- feist I had lunch at Subway. It was a Subway down here was a brief reading and I'm going to write it was a relationship reading-three Tarot cards for Me: The Chariot - trying to resolve differences for the greater good of the relationship and future life as a couple. & the Relati...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.** -January 25, 2020- My darling Amanda- the most beautiful ncée in the world - I love you so much. I miss you! Loving you would be a wonderful way to spend a life time I really wanted to sleep in this morning, but it didn't happen. Instead I got up and worked on something I brought home from work. Don't really know what I'm going to do today. It might be a lazy day- who knows. Went to town to run a few errands. Then home and continued some work on what I brought home. Read for a bit and did some housework. Not Really new today. Pretty much boving. I wish alot because you could make Everything you were here. I really miss you so much! I love you my beautiful fiancée - more than you can ask or in your ever loving fiancée-move Iris Gxxxd loving and devoted fiancé - Page 75 (Might be a lazy day... I think that everyday is a lazy day when you don't actually have a job! Or a productive way to co...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text.** January 24, 2020- Still missing you and I love you more than anything the world. Another late start loday. I don't need to be at work until 10am. A lot on my mind and I have a list as long as my arm today! I'm hoping that I can get it all accomplished ws One thing on my mind is how we are going to commun- icate. I'm going to find a way- I promise work is kivid of tedious today. I'm just going to finish. what I have to do and then to practice and then I have an appointment at the bank at 2:30pm. Not really much planned for the weekend I really miss you so much! Please don't doubt my love for you- it's the one thing I'm sure about Practising went very well. I spent two hours at n and the organ got much accomplished. It's coming very slowly. Bank appointment went well. Trying to consolidate accounts. Got home made some lunch. and a cup of tea and then had a nap. Trying to ac...

  Yep, that is how I was able to warn his victims that they are not alone, and that they can get back to safety... Ironically he is now facing charges for terrible things that he did to one of them. The others have been too afraid to press charges, but at least they know the truth. Ensuring that Asshole does not hurt others does not make me a narcissist. It makes me someone who stands up for the truth and justice. He should not be allowed to ruin people's lives the way that he has. While most people reading this, will think that the damage he caused on my life wasn't that bad... However, what he has done since is awful. There is a publication ban on the events of 2021, and it isn't my story to tell, but no person should be allowed to cause that kind of damage to peoples lives. The Canadian Justice System is failing victims, and the truth needs to be told. Innocent lives are at risk. The purpose of this blog is to post Asshole's exact words, no twisting, no manipulating,...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting the image to text.** Date January 23, 2020 My darling fiancée, I love you and I miss you. and I miss you - both so much! Yesterday became a nightmare of a day scheduling wise. It seemed everything got moved. Hence I didn't finish yesterday's letter. It started with practising. That went very well. I made two videos which I posted to my blog. Then I had to go to work to do some paperwork and go to a short production meeting. My physis therapist called and rescheduled my appointment - moving it up to Ipin. It was a scramide to get lunch. Went to Subway and I got one of the Beyond-meat Meatball subs. It was very good. I was surprised!! Caught the bus to the hospital. Same exercises for therapy: but they added a new one- resistance, - which is playing with putty. After therapy it was a meeting at the church for something I'm thinking of getting involved in. (Aside: You were night about the RC church being more vibr...

 One of the things that I have found in the back pocket of the Manifesto are the Save the Date Cards, or as Asshole liked to refer to them, STD cards. The making of these cards became his obsession in June 2019. At that point we were discussing getting married, however, I had not received an engagement ring, and did not see it as official until I had that. Asshole wanted my input in these cards, and I did not like the idea of sending a Save the Date card for a wedding that I didn't know if it could happen when he was planning it for. I mean, I was still legally married, and did not know how long it would take to get a divorce.  Clearly, he went ahead with the making of these cards. My parents were sent one in July or August, I can't remember. It was after I ended things.  I love that he used the copyright symbol for his own image... I have often wondered who all received these cards. Asshole wanted me to provide him with a list of people that I wanted to invite to the wed...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Docs converting an image to text** January 22, 2020 My darling fiancée. beautiful Amanda I'm I love you and I miss you. It's Clara's birthday to day. I really miss her so much and very proud of her! I sent her a card and I signed your name and that of Robbie, Theresa, and Malcolm too birthday present is here for her. Her I sort of slept in this morning. I have a late start today, which I'm grateful for today. I have a decision to make about Something and I don't know what to do. I had three options and one is not on the table I'm going to try and play the organ again today. I know it is going a long haul to get it back- but I need to start. Yesterday made me so happy Page 72 (Hi Clara, here is a card from your absent father and a woman and children you have never met or heard of, Happy Birthday! Seriously, what goes through his head? His poor kids must be so confused by the cards that he sends them, assuming that ...