December 24, 2019

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Drive converting an image to text. For the original version, zoom in on the image.**




My darling fiancée, my beautiful Amanda-

I love you and I miss you. I really, really miss you.

Date Dec. 23 2019

I just wish you were here. I'd give anything to see you. I only want you. This is so fixable I think and running and ignoring the problem mares it worse. If you think I'm angry at you or I won't forgive you - you are so wrong. I just wish and I hope you haven't been made to believe something. That would be hurtful!

I have been resting a lot today. My stomach and GI tract are not happy with me. Earlier in this book I have taped in a Christmas song that is on my mind. It reminds me of you. I've posted it on Facebook. I've been waiting on people to return phone calls. Rather frustrating. Going to try to get out in the freshair- that might help. However, I am so weak and tired. Had a nice phone conversation with my friend Diane. She is in the middle of her house being sold. She is a tenant in the house. It's a beautiful Victorian home up on St. Andrew Street! I think that's the name of the street.) I decided to put the map / drawing of my dream in this book for you. It is really on my mind today. I don't know why that is. Ive been spending a lot of time listening to the CBC Radio lately.

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(Back to the repeat of this being so fixable. Not taking into account that I made it clear that I did not want to fix anything with him. Typical narcissist.)

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