Ladybug Speaks the Truth

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Drive converting an image to text.** My darling Amanda-ha Date Doc. 31 2019 I love you! you have no idea how much I love you. I have spent a lot of time reflecting on why I and just when I think I have exhausted. love you. the reasons why I adore you, I always am able to come up with more reasons why I love you. Today is the last day of 2019. I'm calling this this year THE YEAR OF AMANDA! I have no regrets. You were unexpected in my life and I now cannot imagine my life without you my darling fiancée. You are absolutely perfect in my eyes and I wouldn't change one thing about you! I know one thing is certain. I want to spend my life with you. When Jasked you marry me, I was certain about that and today on the last day of this decade I still want to marry you. to The last six months have not been kind to us. Sadly, I feel that Erin has manipulated a situation and out of jealousy put her threat into practice. I really wish you had t...

 **As always, the text in purple is Google Drive converting an image to text.** Date Dec. 30 2019 My darling Amanda- the most beautiful fiancée in the world- I miss you so much. I love you! toho vo I'm up early, so I must be feeling better. I think it is more of the rain and the wind. Need to get moving because I have a work meeting @ 9am and it takes a lot more time to get ready each day. Having tea and writing to you. I have physio this afternoon. My hand is okay. The skin is peeling off. It's a little disconcerting but I know that's the process. I'm really hoping they let me use the hand whirlpool again today. Not much else is new right now. We'll have to see what the day brings. I fell asleep watching Midsomer Murders last night. A little disappointed because I wanted to know who did it! Don't really have exciting plans for tomorrow evening. A friend suggested we to a party, but I don't know. I haven't seen go a New Year in since the millenium. I wis...

 **As always, the text in purple is from Google Drive converting an image to text.** I miss Date Dec. 29, 2019 You late. My darling fiancée, the most beautiful Amanda, you so so much. I love you more than can ask or imagine! It is early morning. Was up, because my caffeine intake was quite large last night. Mind you - I'm up very early. Peeling a grapefruit was very interesting this morning. Hoing to the 11. am Mass at St. Joe's. Then some errands before the weather turns nasty as they say. 30 I really wish you were here. I really miss you Somewhere deep down in my soul I know you want this relationship. I have communicated this to my attorney and I'm really hoping it can be worked out and we can be together soon. Was able to put my watch on for the first time in almost a month. Trying to peel a grapefuit for breakfast was interesting this morning. (I know I mentioned that above) I decided to walk to Mass. Cold and wet! Mass was good. Homily okay. The feast today reminded m...

**As always, the text in purple is from Google Drive converting an image to text. My feedback (the truth) is in black** Eric Osborne organisteric@gmail.com 519.274.0148 Saturday, December 28, 2019 I have endeavoured big time not to not breach. I must say that Amanda has been unstable from the reports I have had. I want this matter to go away. It is becoming harassing and it is a nothing more than emotional abuse. (Phew, he is ready to finally move on. At this point, I had done nothing other than report it to police each time he broke the law. Apparently that constitutes emotional abuse. I wonder what reports he was receiving about me being unstable.) It is my hope that this matter will be resolved by having all charges withdrawn and all restraints removed. Amanda and I need to talk face to face. I still love her with all my heart and I do not want to give up on her. I want to continue my relationship with Amanda and build the life we have planned until this situation arose starting in ...